Life is looking up again, for a moment there I was like 'Shit, now what do I do?', but it's all good, I again have purpose.
a) I have a job
b) I have a challenge >:]
I will totally ace my job and I will achieve my goal or so help me god, I will end life as we know it on this planet.
I've moved to my dad's house, not the nicest of places but I'll make it nicer, another job to keep me occupied. He's got a couple of weeks off work though, which makes it harder for me to clean...
On the upside, I'm buying new bathers on Thursday and then going to Port Fairy on the weekend.
I want bather bottoms with a skirt on them and I'd been looking for ages and then I found some.
'See you are a total tease :p Who else would tell a guy they plan to get with a girl?'
Ah Mr Kelly, I do enjoy teasing you, my friend.
And he wants me to share; not likely! He has his own girlfriend.
Greedy bastard.
But seriously, I'm totally going to gay night in Bendigo on Friday, it's gonna be epic!
Okay, shall we look back on past events now?
Firstly, we have failed love, hooray for that!
He tells me he's not into me, I get angry instead of sad and then I stop caring.
People were all like 'Laura you're not reacting correctly to this situation'
Well fuck you guys, cause everyone is different and I reacted in my own way.
So things were good and then one day I realised I actually found him annoying and I felt a mild disgust at the mention of his name.
Now, that's not right cause we're meant to be friends
So yeah.
***UPDATE***
'Ok I'm just going to come out and say it...If you came over...God the things I would do to you...Sorry for being so blunt but I may as well just tell it to you straight...'
Hahaha, I am greatly amused.
But yeah, what can I say? I'm irresistible.
Back story to this guy: We went out for about 6 months in 2008, had a fling in 2009 and I now want him back.
Abi, if you're reading this then HI!!
I'm sorry things have been weird between us lately but I promise my feelings for you have not changed. (God, it sounds like we're in a relationship :p)
I'm just going through a rough patch, trying to figure out why I feel like I do but still wanting to appear unphased.
And essentially, for the most part, I feel like I used to, back before my emotions broke free from their confines, okay I can't concentrate anymore, this text message conversation is getting...interesting....
It's probably better to come right out with emotions instead of sit passively on them for three years and always wonder "what if..?".
ReplyDeleteI'd do you, wifey-pie <3
Jealous of the gay night, come to pride march with me next year?
Anger is justified. I think. I need to see you again, it's been far too long ):
I'm losing track of all the things to answer in this post... Skirts on bathers are great though!
Sorry it's taken me this long to log back in, I've abandoned you for too long.
Ah, my wife <3
ReplyDeleteI'd love to come to pride march :D
And yah, my bathers were radical
We should catch up soon cause I've only seen you briefly lately, which makes me sad :(