And so this is the first post of the year.
I quite enjoyed going through all my previous posts
They were quite interesting and irrelevant.
I don't know why I bothered to write them in the first place
Perhaps a need to preserve my year 11 self?
Ha! I would like to forget her
She means nothing to me!
I've been going through things I've written on my gaia account that I haven't been on in over a year.
It's quite amusing, I wrote some kind of poem that was meant to be a song but was never finished.
I've done a lot of that over the years
Im not very good at finishing the things I've started xD
My current song lyrics obsession is Red Flag by The Getaway Plan
'Have you ever felt
Felt so flexible?
Like elastic we bend and like snowflakes we fall
If we can't find the door
How will we end this motion?
Have you ever seen
Such a perfect scene
They're all trying so hard just to say what they mean
And watching them fail is like watching an execution'
I think it's amazing :D
Okay, now, Im pretty sure Im just rambling D:
But it's okay, Im writing this for myself anyway
One day I will look back on this and Ill be like 'I remember that day, sitting at dad's house, in my new dress, on easter. It was a good day, if not slightly awkward because dad's new girlfriend and her daughter (whose name happens to be Grace Laura) came over for dinner.'
And I will think to myself, why did I bother documenting this?
And I will not be able to answer.
Just like tonight
Just like every night
