I Never Said I'd Take This Lying Down

I am angry.
Like, seriously angry.
You do not own me, I don't have to ask your permission to live my life.
It's MINE, not yours so fuck off or I swear to god I will snap.
I am currently smashing the keyboard, this is a whole year of anger.
You are irrational, and your psych out was unjustified, hear that? It was FUCKING UNJUSTIFIED!
Oh? What's that? You're upset because I'm spending lunch with the person who I've liked this entire year instead of with you? WELL TOO FUCKING BAD!
I don't even understand why you're upset; I mean, how does that make any sense?
And then you use everything you've ever done for me against me. Do you only do nice things for me so you can use them against me when I do something that doesn't fit with your 'grand plan' for my life.
I don't want anything from you ever again, ever.
How did I get myself into this abusive relationship? I can feel that I'm losing myself and becoming another you. But I won't become that cold, heartless, clingy bitch, it is not me.
This was the last straw, I am sick of trying to please everyone, sometimes people deserve to be hurt.