'The List'

This shall be my all holy list of commandments.

1. Get into Forensic Science at Deakin
2. Pass chemistry
3. Lose some weight. I want to weigh 55kg
-Coke and chips once a week at the max
-Cut down on potato chips
-Regular excercise!
3. 'Thou shalt love Abi everyday'
4. Get in the 40s for biology
5. Have a good relationship in 2010 - I really want this one
6. Save enough money to travel to England with Annie
7. Give up eating chicken so I can be a real vegetarian
8. Get an 85 enter score
9. Live on campus at Deakin Uni

A little late

And so this is the first post of the year.
I quite enjoyed going through all my previous posts
They were quite interesting and irrelevant.
I don't know why I bothered to write them in the first place
Perhaps a need to preserve my year 11 self?
Ha! I would like to forget her
She means nothing to me!

I've been going through things I've written on my gaia account that I haven't been on in over a year.
It's quite amusing, I wrote some kind of poem that was meant to be a song but was never finished.
I've done a lot of that over the years
Im not very good at finishing the things I've started xD

My current song lyrics obsession is Red Flag by The Getaway Plan

'Have you ever felt
Felt so flexible?
Like elastic we bend and like snowflakes we fall
If we can't find the door
How will we end this motion?

Have you ever seen
Such a perfect scene
They're all trying so hard just to say what they mean
And watching them fail is like watching an execution'

I think it's amazing :D

Okay, now, Im pretty sure Im just rambling D:
But it's okay, Im writing this for myself anyway
One day I will look back on this and Ill be like 'I remember that day, sitting at dad's house, in my new dress, on easter. It was a good day, if not slightly awkward because dad's new girlfriend and her daughter (whose name happens to be Grace Laura) came over for dinner.'

And I will think to myself, why did I bother documenting this?
And I will not be able to answer.
Just like tonight
Just like every night

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Christmas is soon xD
And you know what that means!!
PRESENTS!! I mean...family time *shifty eyes*
I haven't even finished my shopping yet D:
Ahhh welllll....

I hate human emotions D:

Jealousy, I despise it.
And it occurs over the most stupid things.
So what if he's talking to some random on facebook, right?
I mean, we're not even together, not even close to being together
I used to always pride myself on not being clingy
This actually caring about someone sucks arse D:
I always feel as though he really couldn't care less if he spoke to me or not
And I know that I'm looking into things too much, but I cant help it
He's told me numerous times that I never annoy him
And that he loves talking to me and spending time with me
And just loves me in general
But after not seeing him for a while doubt just seems to creep in
Arghh, shut up Laura, you douche bag
Go back to doing what you do best... Come to think of it, what the fuck do I do best?
I am average at everything.
Drawing, writing, school work, singing... All average.

...I frustrate myself...

But on a lighter note, here's a joke:
"There’s two fish in a tank.
One turns to the other and says ‘You man the guns, I’ll drive’"

Arghh!

I was on the bus today right, and these westies got on.
There were two kids and their deadbeat mother.
And they were interrogating this girl who is in the army
You could tell she was uncomfortable but they kept asking her questions, demanding to see photos and touching her stuff.
I really felt sorry for her.
I was tempted to strike up a conversation so the bogans would leave her alone.
What is happening to Victoria, people?
We are being overrun by fucking ferals.

Identity

I am currently watching this movie on win called Identity, I'm not to sure why it's called Identity though. Perhaps it is a journey into one's self just like Heart of Darkness?
Although, obviously not as deep because the average person wouldn't understand.
Does that make me above average?

Holy shit!
It is a journey into his self, into his many selves.
This man has multiple personalities and one is a murderer.
This movie is actually quite amazing.
And I was totally right about who the murderer was!
Oh yeah, oh yeah.
*dances*
I recommend watching it, it is quite good.

Oh dear, last minute twist, I should have know it wouldnt be so easy.

When I was going up the stairs
I met a man who wasnt there
He wasnt there again today
I wish, I wish he'd go away.

I'm going to see Inglorious Basterds tomorrow, perhaps.
Im excited because it is about Hitler and her facinates me, I am currently trying to read Mein Kampf.
It's heavy reading D:

A bit more rambling.

I am totally watching Law and Order UK, doesn't that make me so awesome?
I usually hate Law and Order, but I love the accents.
I also like the SVU version, cause at the start it says 'Sexually based crimes are considered to be especially hanus'. The word hanus just cracks me up!
Anyways, they're interviewing some kid about another kids murder, he's a little shit.
All these people are really ugly.
Have you noticed that the average english person has terrible english? They never pronouce their t's.

I just made chocolate fudge brownie slice, it smells awesome, I would eat it right now, but it's really hot.

I HATE the continental ads!

Oh my god, I want to see Inglorious Basterds! It has Hitler, he cracks me up.
Im currently reading Mein Kampf, really heavy reading, it's going to take me forever.